how long i didnt update my post..haha..it's 2 years alrdy..i almost forgot this..haha.. how's my life now..still the same..same company..same boyfriend..haha..i have been together with him 3 years plus alrdy..although time flies fast..i still remember how i together with him..haha..i accept him after i break up with my ex bf..no matter u all trust me or not..but this is true..i dont care what the peoples think of me..i only knw..my current bf..he really treat me good..love me..hahaha..

 recently..heard that someone like my bf..she is 10 years younger than my bf..omg!!

although my bf notice this..he still act dunno..just be normal..continue be her good fren..cos he got me..haha..but in my heart..i start to scare..scare..the times he face to her more than me..then he will crash with her..T.T

i quarrel with him for these how many times..he keep telling me..he wont like her..cos the gap of age..and he love me..he will marry with me..he give me alot of promise..can i trust him?? haha..i'm asking myself..i have to trust him..the relationship must be build with trust..if not..soon it will gone rite..haha..too love him it's not a good thing..it will let u become crazy although a small matter..

looking my best frens one by one marry..i also wish i and him can marry too..but he say wait another 2 years..another 2 years..haiz..how many another 2 years i can wait..

上天是不公平的!

可恶!为什么!为什么上天对人那么不公平!好难过!昨晚听到小欣的事整个人都呆着了..小欣是那么好的人啊!对待家庭对待工作都那么认真那么努力..她和大家都那么期待着孩子的来临..却在怀胎已经5个月大才知道孩子有先天性心脏病!!!!医生说100个孩子有8个会得这种病..好残忍! 还以为有些心脏病是可以活下来的..我还乐观的说也许还可以救..可为什么不能!

大家听到这个消息..都哭了..身为妈妈的小欣..哭得都停不下来..医生说必须要拿掉这孩子..即使生出来了也会死亡!怎么办??真的没办法了吗?明天她要去KL再检查..看有没有希望医治这可怜的孩子...也医治这妈妈的心..星期三也可能进来新加坡再做检查..老天!求求你帮帮她们吧!我们好想好想帮忙..但无能为力..只有在精神上支持她..帮她度过这个难关..谁还知道有什么办法..告诉我..我会很感激..即使那不是我的孩子..我好想帮忙..毕竟是一条人命啊!!

€ PHUKET TRIP €

last saturday went to phuket with my another 3 girlfrens~wee teng,winnie and jaz...this is the 1st time i go out with them...actually..i'm not very close with them..haha...we jus colleage in mac...becos my bf..i'm closer with them..any where..they treat me well in this trip...
this whole trip from 17th april night until 20th april night...we stay at holiday inn resort which is located at Patong beach...what i can say...the room is so beautiful and worth it!! i jus paid $400 dollars for 2 ways air ticket,hotel and travel insurance...worth rite? haha..1st nght we jus had our dinner at their mac...after that go walk around the shops at there..actualy it's like KL "qi qiong gai"..every shop sell the thigs almost the same..only one thing diffrent is their price...we need to negotiate with them cos they always put the higher price...so tiring talk to them cos their english really knw a little...

2nd day morning..i and weeteng play the jet skie for 30 minutes...1500 baht...erm..so expensive rite..it's ok..jus try out new things..intend want to play another game but the game too ex..so we give up..haha..another 2 days jus go sun tend..massage..jalan jalan..shopping and eat!!! haha...
actually we go ther for relaxing ourselvrs..this trip really really relax...cos we never rush time to go here go there...haha..too bad is..the money i bring not enough i spent...so sad...i cant buy a lot a lot of things...buy for ah fat only 1 pant..buy for myself more worse..1 sleeveless shrt..haha...next time must bring a lot a lot money...buy a lot of things for my darling..haha..


when i back to singapore airport..i bought 1 Vodka drink at duty free..look so nice so i buy it..suppose want to drink when my best fren birthday..but too bad..she sick alrdy..cant drink so strong..so i keep it for next time special day lor...heehee~ ^@^

he go genting highlands with a couple frens this morning...i go phuket with my 3 girlfrens next saturday night....haha...this few days i will be alone....he so bad...promise me reach there will msg me...but until now havent!!! angry..and...scare...today heavy rain in malaysia...heard from my malaysia crew...scare he happen anything when on the way going to genting...give him my malaysia number in case anything can call...but also no use cos he never on the phone!!! so angry!!! if i know is he never on the phone i feel happy more than scare...haiz...this guy...until now still dunwa contact me...my heart jus like got one big big stone inside...i cant breath...ah fat ar ah fat...pls contact me when u see my message k...haiz...i worry him..so scare...haiz...hope that he can contact me later...haiz.......so so so scare lar...>.<

one month plus never update my blog...haha..sorry to my readers..i too lazy to update liao....heyhey....this one month....happened a lot a lot of things....but i never update...dunno how to write at here...too much feeling....happy..upset...nervous...angry....happenning in my life...

chinese new year coming soon!!! i should happy de...yes!! i'm happy with it..but...when i know i only hv 2 days off day...i feel sad...haiz...my boss dunno our stay alone at other country but family at hometown that bad feeling...sad...one year only can gather with my whole family...but he still dun allow me off 3 days...i just wanna off 3 days!!! is it a lot??? new year eve...i still need to work...sianx...traffic jam until dunno where...when i knock off until i reach home dunno what ime alrdy liao...hnn...duncare....on that day i'm sure i will knock off at 12pm...then straight away go back malaysia!!! then another 4 hours hv to pay back to mac...haiz....mac so stingy? or my boss stingy?? haiz....

chinese new year second day....ah fat want to visit my family...scare my family dun like him....last time when i went home...i just told my mummy..i in relationship with hua wei liao...then new year want to visit our house...erm...my mum tell me ask him dun buy anything for them...just bring some "mandarin" to house enough...why? she said my father dun like...he scare like previous bf...haiz....hnnn...i wont allow the thing happen again...i'm sure my family will like ah fat...he more mature...more cheerful..he always hv good idea...erm...how to say....aiya..dunno lar...hope my family like him....he is the only person i want to with him....he always know what i'm thinking..what i want...although until now we only spent almost 8 months...although i always throw temper to him...but he still treat me so good...still honeymoon that's why still feeling sweet? dunno....just wait bah... bless me k? i want my family accept him...haha...hope so....

bad show!!!

just came back from marina square golden village cinema with ah fat and ken..we watched the movie"the storm warrior II" after we finish work....firstly,we bring an excited mood go and watch this movie!!! i thought it would be better than the first!!! yet.....after 1 hours plus....all of us said....this is a suck show!!!!! Really!!!! damn bad show!!! waste my money and my times....i rather go and watch cartoon also dunwa watch this show!!!! this show like only 2 actors....the lady actors like dunno what's going on in this show....then the bad guy~"jue wu shen"...just come out few times then using a suck way to die!!! oh my godnesssssssss.............they fighting also very lousy!! using slow motion go and kill ppls maybe good....but if keep using will let ppls feel that damn boring!!!! Ah fat and Ken keep yawn when watching this movie!!! this is the first time we watch damn lousy show lor...... so everybody......pls no need waste the money go and watch this movie k....if think u too much money dunno where to spend...just tell me...i will gv my acct number then transfer to me...i help u spend....wahahaha......

last week....i bought a new handphone lei!!!!! Sony Ericsson Satio phone!!!! Red colour ooh!!!! so happy lei...this colour i go few shop then find it de....although it's very expensive...but i like it!!!! haha......and~ i go and do rebonding my hair again!!!! haha.....ah fat say it look very nice!!! haha....su hui and 38 also say very nice!!!! my dear sg fren....is it nice?? haha.....
The monday just passed also spend at jb...whole day stay at home then tuesday go out with 38 island frens....we go the new cafe shop "mo li dian zi" near my house....the things ok lor...not very special lar....haha...i just like spent some times with these best frens chit chat chit chat...haha...after christmas will go Genting with Ah Fat celebrate his birthday and go KL meet Terry and others go sunway lagoon there shopping....hahaha....maybe will meet my malaysia darling at there~~ hahaha....

boring

last week very busy...busy study..busy working...so tired..off day also lazy update blog..last week..17th to 20th...i attended my asmc class...mcdonals class for managers..so sad....cant get dean list again...haiz....but i know a lot knowledge from there...and a lot frens from there....haha..the photo all at their camera...never upload to facebook lei..so i'm waiting the photos...haha...
last saturday..i and ah fat and his fren~ken went to city square...not jb city square...haha..is farrer park in singapore there...it's a new shopping centre...erm...nothing can shop...coz it's look like same with the others shopping centre lar...haha..we go food court for dinner...we ordered western food...wow..the black pepper chicken so nice!!! i too hungry then forget take photo..haha...after walk walk around..we go eat ice cream..the shop name i forget liao...but taste quite good..haha...i still want to eat lei...haha...
last few days night after work 11pm.... i accompany 2 girls...wee teng and kelly go esplanade for drink...wow...i so excited!! quite long time dun hv night life liao...my night life only working working and still working...haiz...although that day just only acc them few hours...then only drink 1 cup of very expensive beer....but still ok lar...as long as i go out with frens...i so sad...boring lei...when i off day..my frens cant go out with me...when i working..then they keep ask me go out...haiz...sianx!!!
now working feel boring...everday work same job....never change task...boss promise me will change task..but until now still dun hv..haiz...then when meeting..i'm not around..he said will update me meeting what they discuss..bit never..sianx....lucky i hv 1 good colleage~effie...she ask me go read the minutes of meeting...update myself...good....haha....dunno what to say...lazy....haha...later will meet my good fren~jane at bugis for dinner...^@^