上天是不公平的!

可恶!为什么!为什么上天对人那么不公平!好难过!昨晚听到小欣的事整个人都呆着了..小欣是那么好的人啊!对待家庭对待工作都那么认真那么努力..她和大家都那么期待着孩子的来临..却在怀胎已经5个月大才知道孩子有先天性心脏病!!!!医生说100个孩子有8个会得这种病..好残忍! 还以为有些心脏病是可以活下来的..我还乐观的说也许还可以救..可为什么不能!

大家听到这个消息..都哭了..身为妈妈的小欣..哭得都停不下来..医生说必须要拿掉这孩子..即使生出来了也会死亡!怎么办??真的没办法了吗?明天她要去KL再检查..看有没有希望医治这可怜的孩子...也医治这妈妈的心..星期三也可能进来新加坡再做检查..老天!求求你帮帮她们吧!我们好想好想帮忙..但无能为力..只有在精神上支持她..帮她度过这个难关..谁还知道有什么办法..告诉我..我会很感激..即使那不是我的孩子..我好想帮忙..毕竟是一条人命啊!!

€ PHUKET TRIP €

last saturday went to phuket with my another 3 girlfrens~wee teng,winnie and jaz...this is the 1st time i go out with them...actually..i'm not very close with them..haha...we jus colleage in mac...becos my bf..i'm closer with them..any where..they treat me well in this trip...
this whole trip from 17th april night until 20th april night...we stay at holiday inn resort which is located at Patong beach...what i can say...the room is so beautiful and worth it!! i jus paid $400 dollars for 2 ways air ticket,hotel and travel insurance...worth rite? haha..1st nght we jus had our dinner at their mac...after that go walk around the shops at there..actualy it's like KL "qi qiong gai"..every shop sell the thigs almost the same..only one thing diffrent is their price...we need to negotiate with them cos they always put the higher price...so tiring talk to them cos their english really knw a little...

2nd day morning..i and weeteng play the jet skie for 30 minutes...1500 baht...erm..so expensive rite..it's ok..jus try out new things..intend want to play another game but the game too ex..so we give up..haha..another 2 days jus go sun tend..massage..jalan jalan..shopping and eat!!! haha...
actually we go ther for relaxing ourselvrs..this trip really really relax...cos we never rush time to go here go there...haha..too bad is..the money i bring not enough i spent...so sad...i cant buy a lot a lot of things...buy for ah fat only 1 pant..buy for myself more worse..1 sleeveless shrt..haha...next time must bring a lot a lot money...buy a lot of things for my darling..haha..


when i back to singapore airport..i bought 1 Vodka drink at duty free..look so nice so i buy it..suppose want to drink when my best fren birthday..but too bad..she sick alrdy..cant drink so strong..so i keep it for next time special day lor...heehee~ ^@^

he go genting highlands with a couple frens this morning...i go phuket with my 3 girlfrens next saturday night....haha...this few days i will be alone....he so bad...promise me reach there will msg me...but until now havent!!! angry..and...scare...today heavy rain in malaysia...heard from my malaysia crew...scare he happen anything when on the way going to genting...give him my malaysia number in case anything can call...but also no use cos he never on the phone!!! so angry!!! if i know is he never on the phone i feel happy more than scare...haiz...this guy...until now still dunwa contact me...my heart jus like got one big big stone inside...i cant breath...ah fat ar ah fat...pls contact me when u see my message k...haiz...i worry him..so scare...haiz...hope that he can contact me later...haiz.......so so so scare lar...>.<

one month plus never update my blog...haha..sorry to my readers..i too lazy to update liao....heyhey....this one month....happened a lot a lot of things....but i never update...dunno how to write at here...too much feeling....happy..upset...nervous...angry....happenning in my life...

chinese new year coming soon!!! i should happy de...yes!! i'm happy with it..but...when i know i only hv 2 days off day...i feel sad...haiz...my boss dunno our stay alone at other country but family at hometown that bad feeling...sad...one year only can gather with my whole family...but he still dun allow me off 3 days...i just wanna off 3 days!!! is it a lot??? new year eve...i still need to work...sianx...traffic jam until dunno where...when i knock off until i reach home dunno what ime alrdy liao...hnn...duncare....on that day i'm sure i will knock off at 12pm...then straight away go back malaysia!!! then another 4 hours hv to pay back to mac...haiz....mac so stingy? or my boss stingy?? haiz....

chinese new year second day....ah fat want to visit my family...scare my family dun like him....last time when i went home...i just told my mummy..i in relationship with hua wei liao...then new year want to visit our house...erm...my mum tell me ask him dun buy anything for them...just bring some "mandarin" to house enough...why? she said my father dun like...he scare like previous bf...haiz....hnnn...i wont allow the thing happen again...i'm sure my family will like ah fat...he more mature...more cheerful..he always hv good idea...erm...how to say....aiya..dunno lar...hope my family like him....he is the only person i want to with him....he always know what i'm thinking..what i want...although until now we only spent almost 8 months...although i always throw temper to him...but he still treat me so good...still honeymoon that's why still feeling sweet? dunno....just wait bah... bless me k? i want my family accept him...haha...hope so....