how long i didnt update my post..haha..it's 2 years alrdy..i almost forgot this..haha.. how's my life now..still the same..same company..same boyfriend..haha..i have been together with him 3 years plus alrdy..although time flies fast..i still remember how i together with him..haha..i accept him after i break up with my ex bf..no matter u all trust me or not..but this is true..i dont care what the peoples think of me..i only knw..my current bf..he really treat me good..love me..hahaha..

 recently..heard that someone like my bf..she is 10 years younger than my bf..omg!!

although my bf notice this..he still act dunno..just be normal..continue be her good fren..cos he got me..haha..but in my heart..i start to scare..scare..the times he face to her more than me..then he will crash with her..T.T

i quarrel with him for these how many times..he keep telling me..he wont like her..cos the gap of age..and he love me..he will marry with me..he give me alot of promise..can i trust him?? haha..i'm asking myself..i have to trust him..the relationship must be build with trust..if not..soon it will gone rite..haha..too love him it's not a good thing..it will let u become crazy although a small matter..

looking my best frens one by one marry..i also wish i and him can marry too..but he say wait another 2 years..another 2 years..haiz..how many another 2 years i can wait..