quite long time never blogging liao..no time to blog...haha..somebody sure said becos my time always gv to my boy boy...actually nope...i no need gv my time to boy boy...cos i everyday see him at home...hahaha...i will move to his house soon....why?....i move to his house i can savemore money..i just help him to pay the bill electric and water enough....if i still stay at there..i hv to pay $300 per month...so ex...somemore he also hv to pay more money in transport fee...every time take mrt come my place look for me or lazy take mrt then take cab go home...so expensive...erm...so...i decide move to his house next month...dont worry..i wont happen anythings when stay his house...hahaha....the monday just passed...i and ah fat with a birthday girl~ru meng and her bf~benson....we went to the park mall sakae sushi for dinner!!! wow...sushi buffet!!! haha...all of us eat so many sushi...haha....forgot take photos...every time got food in front of me..then forgot take photo..only take few photo...see...benson and ru meng so handsome and pretty rite...hope they happy always!!!

€€ My 21st Birthd@y €€

今年21岁了..长大了....生日过得有点不一样..3号那天回去新山和三八岛过生日...嗯..中午先去家希家看我们的干儿子~乐乐...在那里看

到不想看的人...以为他不会来...真是奇怪...还好只是一下子而已...超级不想看到他..一想到他竟然和别人说三道四的...就更反胃...怎么那么幼稚...哼...不说他...恶心...看完乐乐..素蕙和欣慧去上课了...我和小招,stephanie,雯雯,雪玉去jusco bukit indah买衣服,包包...哈哈..花了RM180....奖赏自己嘛....之后欣豪加入我们...在那里的紫馨饼屋聊天聊了几个小时...之后去创业的激情吃晚餐...还遇到傻傻的敬耀...都忘了他在那里厨房做工...结果还因为他有折扣哦...呵呵...吃到一半雪丽也来了..呵呵..我们在那里一直讨论之后要去哪里...可是因为没有交通...只好取消唱歌...唉...有点可惜哦...吃完过后我和雪丽还在sutera mall各买了一双配我新买的衣服的高鞋..哈哈..告诉阿肥我买了那么多简直吓了他...哈哈..虽然没什么特别过生日..但还是很喜欢..至少比家他们有心要帮我庆祝...哈哈...
4号呢..亲爱的阿肥进来新山陪我看''变节''电影..本来是要看G-Force的..可m'sia比较迟上映...看完后在那里走走一下就回去新加坡咯...嗯..到bugis还遇到我的员工...哈...之后去marina square的时候他竟然把我骗走然后还不知道从哪里变出一束花...真是的...我们在傍晚的时候去摩天轮哦!!!哇..好高好大哦...这是我一直超想要去的地方哦..他实现了我的愿望...呵呵...我们在摩天轮里面的时候,有洋人误以为我和他今天结婚..因为我穿的衣服很像..又拿着花...哈哈..晚餐呢,,本来是要去某个我不懂的hotel吃buffet的...可惜已经被人订满位...没办法..我们就去环境还算不错的餐厅吃咯...呵呵...很开心...感觉很幸福...呵呵..一切尽在不言中...现在的我很幸福..很快乐...比以前的我更加开心..更加自由...我找到我想要的了...我的好朋友们...不要担心我被他欺负..因为是我欺负他...哈哈哈...

隔一天呢..我只和我2位可爱的女朋友~JANE,JOEY在bugis iluma见面...在新旺台湾吃晚餐...他们之前已经拿一份礼物给我了...这次又拿了一本他们精心设计的书给我...里面都是我和他们的回忆...天啊!!!我看了超感动的...差点要哭了...这本书让我好想好想回去和他们一起读书的日子...虽然这次呢..少了几个大男生..一个做工,一个说生病(感觉不象咯,哈哈)...明明在2个礼拜前就通知你们了..还说没有...真伤心....没关系...还是谢谢你们的礼物...^@^

thanks to all my best friends and the ppls who wish me happy birthday...i so happy these few days!!! last but not least, i love u,my frens!!!!! muaccck!!!!

this is my 38 islands sister gv me for my 21st years old present!!

last few days i was in jb...but i never go home..haha..i so bad..29th august is one of my best friends~terry, 21 years old birthday...so..on 27th night after i knock off i went to stc meet wee teng and ah fat then wait for terry come in to fetch us go jb..haha..he lost the way...but lucky still can find the way...when we reach jb..we went to having our dinner..that time around 9pm or 10pm plus liao...ah fat and terry almost hungry until faint..haha....then we go johor jaya play bowling...all the peoples know..i'm always get the first winner count from last...haha..they all super good in bowling lor....i cant fight with them lar..some more i not enough strenght...hahaha..

28th morning,terry bring ah fat and i go for cut hair...i just cut a bit lar..ah fat cut very long time...now look better than before...heehee...then we go singing at red box in plaza pelangi..i still can use my student pass although i'm not a student...hahaha....we sing from 2.30pm until 8pm plus..student only pay RM18 ooh....so cheap rite? we still can drink 2 drinks and having a small buffet(nothing can eat)...haha..but the environment is better than top one...hahaha....so my dear singapore friends...when we want to have a jb tour ar? haha...after singing..terry bring us go a cafe beside plaza pelangi...wow... ah fat and i super like there...there got a lot choices of food...and they also gv us play some games at there...most important is the environment very good!!! i want go there again!!! ^@^

aroung 11pm plus...we move back to bukit indah station 1 cafe prepare for 12am then celebrate terry birthday...wow...he got a big big key birthday cake with his favourite doraemon face on top...haha...he so shy when he invited go in front singing...haha...after having cake...we still play game then the loser hv to drink calsberg...ah fat dun let me drink...cos he scare we do wrong things at terry house....hahaha...nothing lar..at the end i still drink 3 small cups...hahaha...

last day in jb...in the morning the guys go playing basketball at larkin basketball court....ah fat hurt his leg nail...only play a while...terry too fat..cant play long times....haha...ah loong toooo hot until his nose come out a lot blood...aiyoyo...after that we having our breakfast at chicken rice shop...then i ,ah fat and wee teng go back terry house sleep a while...haha...then aternoon i suppose at terry house play mahjong with kai ing (my sec 1 best frens)...but she sick...so we cancelled it..at the end i and xin hui meet with my 38 islands frens buy present for our godson 1 years old birthday...then at night i and xin hui go join terry they all again having our dinner at sutera shops there...beside the new singing place...dun english is wat but chinese call "shua shua guo"....haha..some sort like steamboat..quite nice...haha...but a bit expensive...RM25.90 per aldult...around 8pm plus...terry sent us go jb custom then we go back singapore liao...this few days very enjoy with them...so happy is...ah fat can join them very soon...good...hopes next time i bring him meet 38 islands they also like him ....xin hui said ah fat hv good smile..38 islands sure like him....ermmm.. i hope so....^@^

2day damn tired!!! dunno where's the peoples come from..all come to mac for breakfast when i just step in to the store...crazy!!! damn full and messy in the store..i tot i run service today..walau...i was wrong..i run shift!!! my godness..so stress...althought i go bsmc class alrdy..but still dunno how to control my ppls..i hate ask them go for break..everytime tell me so early..want to makan with who...so angry..then i force them go makan..hnn..i cant tahan they all choose timing to eat..some more they like tell me want go for break when we are damn busy!! walau...i sure hot temper everyday lar...haiz...

2day after work i went to mariam's house at yishun..so kucky..very near ah fat's house...walk around 7 minutes then can reach liao..haha..but i still late..cos i work until 7pm..then go look for ah fat take his key and take mrt go back his house bath..then go to mariam's house..by the time reach there around 9pm alrdy liao..i miss they help mariam celebrate birthday...sad...but i still can eat the cake..haha...quite nice..i want eat cake....erm...tomorrow go and buy 1 slice of cake..haha..i stay there around 1 hr then go back ah fat house liao..but we still took few pictures..haha..^@^

无奈 €€ 失望

这段日子..

很开心..也很幸福..

但是..也很无奈..

无奈..朋友的信任..

无奈..朋友的对待...无奈..朋友的看法......

唉..

很想放弃对朋友的期待..

期待他们的支持..

听到别人对我说..

无法接受我的决定..

为什么..

难道我去追求我想要的..也不行吗...

你们有什么权利去阻止我..

你们凭什么去反对我..

对你们很失望..

不是我不要告诉身在另一个国家的你们..

是因为我知道你们肯定无法接受我的想法..

说了有用吗...

你们了解在一个完全陌生的环境读书,生活,做工有多艰难吗...

多需要朋友的支持吗...
幸好在这里遇到一班值得对待的朋友..

帮助我很多很多...

很感谢帮助过我的你们..

对那个人感到很失望..

没想到...

他竟然会做这种下三滥的事情...

到处博取同情吗..

以为说了那些事情..

你就可以赢了吗!!

很生气!!

希望永远不要见到他!!!

突然觉得我的决定是非常正确的...

我得到我要的幸福..自由..

现在的他给了我很多的自由..

想法很一致..

彼此都了解对方..

这就是我单纯想要的..

不是因为工作职位,薪水关系...

这些根本都不重要........

wow..finally finish my 5 days course at king Albert park mac liao...so~tired...these 5 days..i learned a lot a lot of things...it can help me run a smooth shift when i working...also...it also teach me how to communicate with my crews and my customers....good....really a good course to me and the others trainee manager...although it's very tired..sometimes very boring until i want sleep...hahaha...my class number is BS-4909...so lucky...it same with my birthday lei...heehee...i know a lot manager in this class...but i very quiet in this class..haha.. i dun dare talk so much in this class..reason..my english not good enough..and...i'm shy...haha..i only can talk to some peoples when i know them alrdy...haha...my boss ask me get a dean list in this class...that means i hv to get 91% in the final exam...but...i cant get it...the question so difficult to answer...haiz..so sorry my boss...my boss want resign liao..he work until 27th august...dunno after this who will take over him...so scare...somemore..i heard they said my store will hv a major movement...but dunno is it true or not..so sad...just start working few months with them..haiz....hope i will remain at this store...cos near suntec...haha..

yesterday after class i went to jb with fat boy boy...i suppose will direct go home then he go back singapore...but my sister cant fetch me at night..she got appointment..fat boy dunwa me go home alone..he said jb more dangerous than singapore...he scare i will kene caught by bad guys..haha...so...i go back singapore with him lor...yesterday we watched the new movie-G.I.JOE at city square..haha...reallt a good show!!! faster go and watch it!!! haha...then..he bought a shirt for himself...i thinking want to buy a shoes for myself..but..i cant find a nice shoes..so i give up liao..haha..come back singapore and buy bah...later still want go back jb...i miss my family...haha...then go and buy somethings for myself...heehee...

TIRED

SO TIRED!!!! these few days so so so so tired...coz i attend BSMC class at mac HQ..this course for training manager..so boring sometimes..but..can learn a lot of things in this class...haha..from 1st august my place where i rent in singapore have to renovate until 13th august..oh my godness..my place a lot of dust...somemore i attend this class in this week..it will affect me..so..i live at yishun..somebody house..if u r my best frens...u sure know..haha..no choice...i dunwa everyday i cant wash my cloth and cant shower properly...so disgusting rite...wahahaha...i just live there until my place finish renovation...then go back..2morrow still have to go last day class..got one exam..if i can get 91% and above..i will get dean list...erm..must work hard...so tired...i want go study and go sleep liao..2morrow after class want go back jb...then sunday night come back singapore..dunwa say liao..(T.T)