Sunday, May 31, 2009

€ PLEASE €

please...give me some personal space..

please...let me go...

please...dun message me again..

please...i really dunwa hurt u anymore...

please...i'm stress now...i know u oso stress...

please...let it be...

please...this is my blog...

please...dun leave anything i dunwa share with the others thing at here...

please...if u keep doing like that...i only run away to the place that u cant find...

please...this is my secret place...dun disturb my place...

please....if u want to see see and look look my secret place only..i am welcome...

please...just please...dun disturb my secret place....

i am very happy to make frens with u....

Sunday, May 24, 2009

???? where i going ????

from wednesday until 2day..it happened a lot of things...some let me so happy..so relax...but oso unhappy...

wednesday night..i decided give up our relationship..becos i feel i cant breath again if i continue this relationship...although i still love him...but i rather ran away...that time he also agree break up...but....

thursday night..he start to message me until friday morning...

we talk in phone..he ask me to give him a chance...he said he regret alrdy...he said he will change within 3 months if i give him the chance stay with him again...

first..i reject him..cos in my mind..i dunwa with him..i scare...i scare i dun hv any freedom again...the feeling so scary...my best frens know that i'm always quarrel with him becos of i always go out with frens....sigh..

when i told him everything in my mind..

he start crying..and i'm also..i nvr saw him crying like that..i know..he love me so much..but how about i? i dunno..i'm thinking quite a long time..then decide..gv him a chance..within this 3 months..he must let me see that he got change..if not..i'm sorry..at the end still break..

i dunno..just dunwa regret i nvr gv him a chance...see how about this 3 months bah..support me? can? i confusing is it right choice..

dun say unhappy things liao..



let say thursday where i going..haha..

12pm i go stc mac to meet hua wei daddy, wee teng mummy, xiao ping,hui ni and terry..i suppose to meet them for lunch and then watch movie..yet.. my boss earlier then me..he treat them go pastamania for lunch..hnn...they pang seh me..(T.T)..at the end i nvr eat lunch..so pity..haha..around 3pm we go vivo city watch "night at the museum 2" start at 4.35pm by bus..haha..before we go kelly and her bf also join uc..so we total hv 8 ppls watch that movie..heehee..happy..

after this..terry go back jb..daddy go for his class test..2 best frens dump me at vivo city..i scold them..hahaha..

so..i having dinner with the other 5 ppls at kim gary..delicious food..hehe..i forgot took picture..

around 11pm..i and wee teng go second round at bugis top one singing with 3 crew..we sing until 5.30am..but i and wee teng too tired..so we go back around 4.45pm by cab.. ^@^



then..just now..i meet my hua wei daddy at amk mrt station...we went to amk hub for dinner and then 8.30pm we watch movie" star trek"...nice show!! hehe...hua wei is one of my best frens in singapore...he help me a lot when i'm in singapore...dun think too much ok? he just my best fren..haha..some of my colleage thought he is my bf..haha..no..both of us know..we wont be couple cos we know our characteristic cant be together..we sure every day fight fight fight..hahaha..^@^

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

€ new hair style €




today suddenly got 1 idea in my mind...i want cut my hair...haha...maybe i crazy...maybe i want change my mood bah...now i havent decide anything..just like what i told my sweetheart-joey..if i quarrel with him again..i will say bye bye to him...i wont be with him again...tired..really tired...everyday quarrel becos of small matter...sigh...so..2day after work..i went back ang mo kio cut hair..only $8.40!! wah..so cheap..normally is $14..that girl said becos i'm first time go there..so gv me discount..haha..actually is for every first timer lah...haha..but i only cut in front and cut a bit behind...i feel i look like student leh..wahahaha~~agree? haha...now i dunwa think any unhappy or frustrated things..just do what i want..like my darling-jane said rite..hehe..u see..is it nice?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

烦!!!!!!!

最近心里好烦..一直在抉择..继续或者离开..却又舍不得..不想轻易的就放弃3年的感情..可是又不想再浪费大家的时间..拖下去...
啊..快要崩溃了...每天只想找事情做..不要有一个人的时候..怕胡思乱想..
为什么会变成这种局面...
为什么不是我想要的..
该怎么办才好..谁可以帮我..有谁可以为我解忧...
好辛苦...真的..
每天浪费时间在口舌之战...好无聊...
终于了解为何当初有人说我无聊了..
现在的我好无聊..真的..
是时候了吧..
始终都是要给答案的..不是吗..
再等等吧..
把该还的都还..那就可以说答案了..
答案早在大家心中..
只是..
有谁敢踏出这不归路...
一旦踏出..再也回不来从前的美好了....
回...不来了....

Sunday, May 10, 2009

I'M BROKE !!!!

haiz..i hate MAY month coming!!! becos it is my bankrupt month!! mother's day in this month~somemore my two best frens birthday!!worst is this 2 ppl's birthday is 13th and 14th!!! (T.T)....this year is their big year...they 21 years old liao...so i decided go buy something that very special to them...i went to cwp SK Jewelry...i bought 2 different necklace for my girls...worth $200 dollars!! that's why i broke..i'm bad...cos i bought the bag for my mummy not expensive like the necklace loh..heyhey..if my mummy knw that she sure scold me..haha~~i forgot help the necklace take photo..i just help the receipt and warranty card took photo~~

this year oso my big year~ dunno my dear frens whether can knw what i want for my present this year......haha....very simple only..haha...

of course i oso hv small present which is a small snoopy bag for handphone..my dear bought for me last week!! i really like that!!! so nice!! haha..of course most important is the picture is my love~snoopy!!! ^@^

Monday, May 4, 2009

€ happy holidays €

wah..after my 5 days holidays..i feel tired when i'm working..heyhey..where i going these 5 days? erm.. i went back my hometown~jb...these 5 days i meet a lot my good frens..and oso forgot meet my ex ex colleage..heyhey..dun kill me my dear little mountain..haha..cos i go out with my 38 islands frens and always stick with my family..i no time go the shop look my little mountain..haiz....too many frens liao...haha....kidding aah..my readers pls dun throw smelly eggs..=p..last wednesday my mum come s'pore find me and we go causeway point shopping..at the same time..i also bring my mum look for my best fren~jane who working at pastamania..heehee..after that we nothing can buy then go home early loh..second day..i sleep until 1pm then wake up..haha..my mum never ask me wake up..so~sweet..on 1st may..i went red box singing with my 38 island frens..


we drink beers in the afternoon..haha!!


so messy!! =p


left side is very talkative girl~xue yu..hehe!

she is my 'only' fren!! i know her since kindergarden!!!

my pretty wife~xin hui!!!
after singing we all go city square shopping..but too many ppls there cos public holiday..so we say goodbye to everyone around 5pm..most important i hv to rush back celebrate mother's day with family~that night brother brought us go Yew's cafe for dinner..i forget take pic liao..heyhey..
saturday..i go buy present for two girls of 38 islands with lee fang..we only bought 1 sleeping dress for sherly..the other girl no..cos she look tomboy and very very tall..so we decide buy another things for her..these 5 days i stay at home 2 days..lazy go out if got transport lah..hehe..
now so miss my family and my frens..of course..i also miss MY DEAR!!!!^@^