Sunday, May 24, 2009

???? where i going ????

from wednesday until 2day..it happened a lot of things...some let me so happy..so relax...but oso unhappy...

wednesday night..i decided give up our relationship..becos i feel i cant breath again if i continue this relationship...although i still love him...but i rather ran away...that time he also agree break up...but....

thursday night..he start to message me until friday morning...

we talk in phone..he ask me to give him a chance...he said he regret alrdy...he said he will change within 3 months if i give him the chance stay with him again...

first..i reject him..cos in my mind..i dunwa with him..i scare...i scare i dun hv any freedom again...the feeling so scary...my best frens know that i'm always quarrel with him becos of i always go out with frens....sigh..

when i told him everything in my mind..

he start crying..and i'm also..i nvr saw him crying like that..i know..he love me so much..but how about i? i dunno..i'm thinking quite a long time..then decide..gv him a chance..within this 3 months..he must let me see that he got change..if not..i'm sorry..at the end still break..

i dunno..just dunwa regret i nvr gv him a chance...see how about this 3 months bah..support me? can? i confusing is it right choice..

dun say unhappy things liao..



let say thursday where i going..haha..

12pm i go stc mac to meet hua wei daddy, wee teng mummy, xiao ping,hui ni and terry..i suppose to meet them for lunch and then watch movie..yet.. my boss earlier then me..he treat them go pastamania for lunch..hnn...they pang seh me..(T.T)..at the end i nvr eat lunch..so pity..haha..around 3pm we go vivo city watch "night at the museum 2" start at 4.35pm by bus..haha..before we go kelly and her bf also join uc..so we total hv 8 ppls watch that movie..heehee..happy..

after this..terry go back jb..daddy go for his class test..2 best frens dump me at vivo city..i scold them..hahaha..

so..i having dinner with the other 5 ppls at kim gary..delicious food..hehe..i forgot took picture..

around 11pm..i and wee teng go second round at bugis top one singing with 3 crew..we sing until 5.30am..but i and wee teng too tired..so we go back around 4.45pm by cab.. ^@^



then..just now..i meet my hua wei daddy at amk mrt station...we went to amk hub for dinner and then 8.30pm we watch movie" star trek"...nice show!! hehe...hua wei is one of my best frens in singapore...he help me a lot when i'm in singapore...dun think too much ok? he just my best fren..haha..some of my colleage thought he is my bf..haha..no..both of us know..we wont be couple cos we know our characteristic cant be together..we sure every day fight fight fight..hahaha..^@^

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