SAD~~~

today is my first time big quarrel with ah fat...we not quarrel face to face..is in the message...so funny rite...but i feel not funny...i feel very sad...i think ah fat also sad....why quarrel? becos of my childish...haiz...this month schedule i dun like...coz only 1 day same off day with him...i hate it!!! i cant with him quite long time...although now i live in his house...live together but feel not...when i work..he off...when i off....he work...very upset about this....this is the root cause of the today quarrel...i'm working now...is midnoght shift...but today they say will power shut down...so i and 2 crew stay here to standby when they on power again...but until now havent shut off the power..i called the management...they say maybe havent turn to my side...so we are waiting....before i go out working...he dunwa acc me go to mrt station...i feel sad...cos this whole day i alrdy alone at home...i just want him acc me only 15 minutes..he also dunwa...when i nag him...then he say acc me but he not really want..i feel sad...i dun like he do like that...i want he acc me without i say...we alrdy no much time together..so i very appreciate the time that can together...but i feel he not care..then we start to quarrel in message...i cried at my working place...i think he also cry...haiz...very childish rite...but to me is not...cos i'm very care how much time that we can together....this month alrdy nag how many times about this...i still feel sad....really dunno how to express what i want actually...just want to find some way to spilt out my unhappy...do u know what i want actually??? i just want be with u more and more...just only simple things...pls...if u want go out with frens..pls go when i'm working...if i off day...pls come back early if finish work...i really feel this month no time together...do we hv go out together this month?? only half day for buying bed...no..only few hours with me...very dissapointed...very upset...aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

best fren!!!

forget to update my blog liao..haha...end of last month...30th sept was my best fren birthday!!! ah loong~~~he organize a bbq for celebrate his 21st birthday at his house!! wow..he so "da pai"..why say like that? he put the no entry board on the road dun allow the cars pass by his house...my god..haha..he having his birthday celebration but we look like he having his last day as a single...haha..just like the day before he going to marry...haha...but it's not...really having his 21st birthday...got a lot a lot ppls go there..i only know few ppls...some ppls that quite long time nvr see also there...erm..like zi you, xiao jun, guo yuan,jian hong, xiao pei, mei yun.....some of the holy light christian frens also there..so many ppls...he so happy but he looks like very tired...of course....he go around everywhere....haha...i went there after my work...from singapore to jb...only few hours...then aound 10pm plus..after the cut cake session....jian hao sent me to jb custom...when i reach home...almost reach 12am liao....so tired...cos the next day i work 9am..only left few hours to sleep...that few days i so tired...becos of ah loong birthday....i change my shift with boss...let boss keep nagging me...haiz....sacrifice my sleeping time...so tired....haha...no choice ....becos he is my best best fren...also my brother!!! love u brother!! ^@^